Tuesday, January 19, 2010

it's happening.

the last 4 weeks are now catching up with me.

i'm lost.

i was amazed by how well i was handling everything so this was bound to happen.  these tears will be put to good use, i swear by it.


all of the creative ideas i once had while sitting in a cubicle 9 hours a day are disappearing.  why is it when you finally have the time, nothing comes to you?

i never wanted to be mediocre.

4 comments:

  1. you are by no means mediocre! not even close! it comes back, trust me!

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  2. there is nothing about you girl that is mediocre! yeah, that, what erin said! creativity gets stifled sometimes when you feel overwhelmed. it's normal! just keep breathing!

    in
    and
    out

    in
    and
    out

    repeat often...

    you can do this, but transitions take toll and time.

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  3. I hear ya, Jess. I continually feel like this job wastes my life away, when I could be doing better things.

    And don't think you are mediocre. If you weren't a fantastic artist, I wouldn't have asked you to come out and photo-document one of the most important points in my life.

    Keep plugging away.

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  4. thanks all - that was a rough day, i'm sure there will be more... they are def needed, a good cleanse!

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